Ab kya bolu tumse yeh zubaan par bayaan ho rha nhi
Dimaag mein justjoo chal rhi lekin dil ab ro rha nhi
Hotho pr shabd nhi hai aj pr aankho main shikanjas dikh rhi
Smjha tha jisko apna parwana uski har baat aj pta chal rhi
Raat ke andhere se amavasya ke badlo se pare
Aj zindagi ki sacchai samne aayi hai
Sch hai ya jhuth yeh to pta chla ni abtak parantu uski bewafai ne ki aj bhaut burai hai
Yaad h abhi bhi mjhe wo vakt jo bada hussen hua krta tha
Usko apnana sirf ek jaswaat ni poora mera sansaar usi main basta tha
Ghamandi thi, smjhti kum thi, gussa to mera jwala tha
Uske pyaar ke rango main rang kar ab to sb kuch nirala tha
Vakt beeta baate piche chooti sab kuch ab badalna tha
Kaise btau usse main sbkuch, ab uske rang main mjhe bs dhalna tha
2 kadam ya phir 1 hi shi
Uske sath hi chalna tha
Chappal toote ya zamana roothe mjhe to bs uske upar machalna tha
Pyaar kaho ya pagalpan ab to bs uske sath udna tha
Pankh lgakr ya sapna dekhkr ab to bs sath main Aasmaan choona tha
Uska kuch bhi kehna mere liye anmol hua krta tha
Ankho main chamak jhalkakar wo mjhe bada hussaya krta tha
Wo ghanto tak ghumna idhr udhr ki baate krna bada psnd aaya krta tha
Ladna Or phir or bhi jyada ladkar manana wo hi mjhe batlaya krta tha
Kehta tha ki tu badi sacchi hai meri pyari bacchi hai
Rasmalai si meethi Tu badi hi achi lagti hai
Hussti thi khilkhilati thi iski baate sun main behak jati thi
Jhatpatati thi farfarati thi usse milne ko behad sharamati thi
Mehkana usne mjhe sikhlaya
Pyaar kr usne mjhe chamkaya
Mere andar ki swachhta dekh usne hi mjhe btaya
Btaya ki tu.. Tu Is duniya se bhaut alag hai
Mun se saaf Or bahar se sakt, akal se thodi na smjh hai
Sath dia mera apne upar atwaar kraya
Apne ap se hi mjhe bhaut sara pyaar krwaya
Wo din kya din hua krte the
Dil ko sukoon Or jaswaat shanti ke prateek hua krte the
Khush thi main bhaut khush thi
Is duniya main usko paakar befikr thi
Par aagya wo din jaha befikr hona mjhe mehnga pada
Jaswaat se sochkr mjhe ab choor choor hona pada
Btaya tha usko mooh kharab hai mera
Smjhaya tha usko ni pyaar hu main tera
Usne tab haade paar ki mere pyaar main
Apni or kheecha mujhe isi intezaar main
Ki hogi main poori ki poori sirf uski
Sajaugi main uske dil ki ek din basti
Pyaar to Maine bhi kia bhaut usse dil poora hi dia sirf usse
Hu thodi jahlli main, ni keh pati shi baat usko
Hu thodi kadwi main, jo hazam na ho pati bilkul usko
Socha tha sambhalega wo
Mjhe ni sirf, par hum dono ko
Khulkar pyaar kia tha yaar poora ka poora tujhe hi dia tha yaar
Andar se chaha tha tujhe
Thodi koi dikhawa tha
Mana tha sch main tujhe apna
R kuch na tujhse kbhi chaha tha
Koshish ki sath rehne ki par ab tujhe yeh chalana na tha
Jo tere dil ke kareeb tha ab wohi tujhe jachta na tha
Pehle kbhi tune door rehne ka bahana na dhundha
Humesha tujhe mere pass aana tha
Ab vakt aisa aa gya
Jab tere ko mjhse door bus door hi khi jana tha
Ego hai ya kya hai yeh to mjhe malum nhi
Tere har baar izhaar na krne ka ab mjhe koi absos nhi
Sochti hu main aksar kya se kya ho gyi hu
Manti hu main poora tujhe kho ab chuki hu
Shabd ab yaha khatam hone ko aa rhe nhi
Haath dard ho rhe par ab ruke ja rhe ni
Jo baate kehdia krti thi ab khi wo chipi baithi hai
Zubaan khamosh hai par abhi bhi kai kahaniya uljhi hui hai
Suljhana tujhe tha tu to or uljha baitha sab
Main q aisi hu isi main tu gawa baitha sab
Itna kehne ke baad bhi kahani abhi bhi adhuri si lagti hai
Kya kaise kb kisse bolu yeh baat abhi bhi bachti hai
Kaash main wo samay la pati jo hum dono ko chahiye tha
Zindagi Or bhi asaan ho jati phir na koi judaiiye tha
Kash main usse batla pati ki kitna keemti h Tu mjhe
Bacchus hi hu teri itna to smjhle mjhe
Itna to smjh le mjhe.....
-Parul Sharma
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